Well, I just watched The Punisher, and I think I've actually come out of it a little dumber. Seriously, I feel like I've had a lobotomy. I've never seen John Travolta as bad as he was in this, and nobody else seemed to be really interested in the film they were making. Oh, and I won't go into all the cliches, tragic cut scenes, corny flashbacks and the atrocious scene of the hero's "death" at the start. Meh - BALEETED.

I had to go in to work today, and I'll be going in again tomorrow. The old story of too much work & not enough time. I'll duck down to the beach first to clear my head and wake myself up.

Losing weight has its pluses and its minuses. Everyone thinks about the positive aspects of losing weight, but has anyone ever thought of the additional expense of having to buy a whole new wardrobe? I'm at the point where I'm rolling the hems on some of my pants & shorts 'cause I don't have the money to buy new stuff at the moment. Also my shirts are hanging off me and look like shit. The other thing is appetite - mine has exploded to the point where I'm hungry and need something decent to eat five or six times a day. I guess I'll just have to get used to it and eat on the cheap, which is what I've been doing.

Last but not least, I have $0. I've just paid for my brother to fly down to Melbourne for a martial arts tournament in September. I'm also paying for his accomodation. I'll also probably end up giving him some spending money, all up I'm expecting it to get close to $1000. I'm cool with it though, 'cause I'm allowing him an opportunity that I never had because we never had enough money to put any aside, and it's encouraging him to stick with the martial arts. Anyway, I've told him that he has to pay me back eventually, and I'll be putting the pressure on him to get a job, so it's no harm done to me and if he follows through on his side of the deal then it'll all be in his favour.

It's time for bed now, I've been writing this for an hour (just turned 1:00am).

Selamat tidur.